Two Equal Sides

Currently Reading The Devil Wears Prada: Movie Tie-In By Lauren Weisberger see related

When the end is looming large, I don't know if I want it to come as quickly as it can, so the pain will ease. Or, if I want it never to come. Or perhaps, wait awhile and choose a better time? Although, I reckon no time will be a good time, eh. And, I don't know if I want to wind back time or push it forward to beyond the end. To live with hope or without it. And I tell you, just because you knew it was coming, don't mean it won't hurt when it happens.

But, in happier news, I should be spending five days with adorable cousin in Delhi next week: shopping, sinning and talking the night away. My ipod has some new music: ). This neat compilation of old old music (and some not so old) my dad picked from a friend while on vacation. And, the silly exams are over.

So, Happy Diwali y'all. Just you do, and hope you get all that lights up your life.

It's been so long, when i put pen to paper, fingers to keyboard, my writing feels rusty, my vocabulary anything but exemplary. Life has been the usual up-down, more down than up, time has done its usual flying, and the people have as always come and gone, more gone than come.

The semester has hurried along, the assignments have been hardly challenging, the good ole university exams beckon. Old forgotten dreams have made for new; the old memories however, stay. And he, he is tall, dark, pretty-eyed, everything I was looking for, and so much more.

I've come a long way with my driving, gone nowhere with my reading, and turned into more of a dreamer, than ever before. As the semester edges, I long more and more for a small house by the sea. Perhaps, a and me can grill some fish, and you can join us?

And xanga, it seems, the ones that were here, are no more, and the ones that still are, are hardly there. A bit like the friends in my life, I reckon.

Then again, forevers don't exist do they. We are always leaving where we found ourselves, in search for something better. I've grown up to learn, the betters are always where now is. Today is. Where we found ourselves. Through words on xanga, a pretty eyed boyfriend, home, or a caring friend.

So, I'd keep them if I were you, wherever I was going.

Currently Listening Classic Elton John tiny dancer see related

when she looks for words, and finds none.

Hold me, hold me a little closer,

And have some faith in me,

Dance with me maybe,

But tell me,

I have not too much faith,

In the music man,

As we entangle,

Entangle,

In Love.